Well, here it is again...a fresh new year, a fresh new blog, and bull shit resolutions. Imagine all of those possibilities happening on one day...New Years. I never did anything good with this year. I felt like I threw it all away on everything nonsense. Back in the summer/fall time, I made a list of the shit I thought I could change about myself. I guess they can work out for resolutions...right?
Reconnect with the old friends.
Make new friends.
Try my best.
Focus on the school life.
Forgive and forget.
Support friends.
Reconnect with my religion.
To do what I am capable of doing.
Make the best of the given situation.
Stand by my convictions.
Stand by my fucking choices.
To care about the things that matter most.
Put myself second.
Not waste your time.
Don't have my dreams be dreams.
Not live with my eyes closed.
Grateful and content.
Be as pure as gold.
...There was more, but I know that I'm just fucking with myself. I'll give this whole thing a shot. I do realize that I can't actually cross this stuff out. It just has to take time, and that it's something I have to grow into.
As for tonight...It was a bit fucked. I let thing things I wanted slip away and didn't stop it. I also realized how much dreams are important. When being caught up in the moment or the scenario, you do what you think is best. Here's the thing, when you think about whats best...what are you looking at? You should be looking at your dream.
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